Some nights I’m okay, I can fight it.
Some nights I hate you, I can live without seeing you again.
Some nights I lay in bed and cry, I miss you.
I wonder; do you miss me some nights too?
Some nights I know I love you.
Some nights I smile because I remember.
Some nights I won’t be okay, I can’t fight it.
I hope some nights you can’t either.
Its sad when you used to be so close to someone and then you guys slowly drift apart and when you realize this you decide to make a bigger effort into keeping them only to realize that they aren’t the same person anymore and they don’t care about you as much as you care about them.
maybe if i wish hard enough, you’ll come back in my life and everything will be back to normal. maybe if i dream hard enough, i can forget that anything bad happened, because i’ll only be focusing on the good things. maybe, one day you’ll realize how bad of friend you were. maybe, one day you’ll realize how much you miss me. and maybe one day, you won’t notice anything at all and you really won’t come back to me.